Saturday, January 14, 2006

this could be the very minute i'm aware i'm alive

I'm on my back porch. I don't need to wear a jacket. I'm surrounded by breeze and raindrops. Today was a good day, tonight was a good night, and I feel at peace.

Tonight, I ran into Brad at Applebee's (after talking to him for an hour while dropping off some of his stuff), bought some wine, and watched a cheesy porn entitled Nasty Milk Maids.

It was on the clearance rack. And I wasn't alone while I watched it. So you can cancel that "you sick fuck" comment right now.

Right now, I feel serene. Maybe because I feel like I can run into Brad and we both don't get upset. Maybe because I reconnected with some old friends I haven't seen (in some cases) in months. Maybe because of the pinot grigio. But regardless, I like how I feel right now.

I've said it before and I'll certainly say it again: Bec is awesome, because she provides me with an ever-changing and ever more satisfying soundtrack for life. Sometimes it's the little things about friends that one appreciates most.

That and, who would've known six years ago, between myself, Shelly, and Jinah, that we'd end up in a basement, critiquing porn stars? We all knew we were raunchy, but perhaps not to that degree.

From the sound of Flowmasters outside, I can deduce that my brother's home. Maybe the DVD sitting on the counter will amuse him.

Hah, what if I walk inside and it's not sitting there anymore? Now that would be something.

Music: "Chocolate," by Snow Patrol. Check them out. I'm going to bask a little more, and then go to bed.

(DB) out.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Good that you're basking. I'm fading at the end of plano, so I'm going to go home now. Daaaaaamn I'm tired. Are we going out tomorrow (tonight)?

Anonymous said...

also, the confirmation word that blogger made me type was "Fygyn" and I giggled. I'm so tired. Stop laughing at me.

Thom Ingram said...

Great to hear you are chillin' DB. Two posts in a week, i nearly tripped on myself hitting link. Enjoy it.

-tmi